First of all, let me say to all you who stopped by and left the sweetest, most encouraging words last week, THANK YOU. I’ve gone back and re-read all your encouragement several times throughout the week – it’s meant so much to me. If I could squeeze each and every one of you, I would. Thanks, so much, from the bottom of my heart.
Last week’s check-in turned out to be the start of a week-long pit-stop for me.
With some carefully-worded guidance from my sweet, enduring husband (who knows full-well just how ugly my pregnancy listening filter can make any words, no matter how kind), I decided to all but cut myself off from the web, and focus on the most pressing issue at hand: our homeschool curriculum.
Thankfully, after two months of tears, tripping down the wrong paths, pulling out our hair, etc., I think we’ve finally got it figured out. The week has been spent diving into this new curriculum, and I’m seeing all the signs that we’ve found one that works: the boys are happy and willing to do their work, sweetZ’s tickled to have her mommy-time back, and I’ve got a couple spare hours a day I can devote to writing/blogging/WANA-ing. This coming week will really be the true test for all that, since I didn’t write a sentence – blogging or otherwise – last week. Instead, I snuggled with my girl, napped when I was tired, and had fun helping my boys along. I’ll add back in my writing responsibilities this week, and see how it goes.
Even though last week was less-than-stellar, goal wise (with the exception of the wholesome brekkie thing, and the reading thing), I’m satisfied. Some problems, if you don’t stop everything to fix them, will grow into something wholly crippling. This was one of those problems. Any homeschooling parent lives with a constant nagging shadow following them around – the fear of somehow failing their kids in a way that will cripple their chances at becoming a successful adult. It’s a powerful fear, one that will bring me to my knees faster than just about anything. Last week was one of those weeks, but I’m finally feeling that burden beginning to lift. Phew.
Hoping your week went well, sweet friendlies! Sorry I’ve not been to any of your blogs over the past week, but I’ll get back into the swing of blog reading in the coming days. Much love to you all!